This is specially for
The ones I have loved and always will.
I have loved you in the past
I love you in the present
And I will definitely love you in the future
I loved you before, now and after.
My soul is full of love
My love for you knows no limit
But it’s a shame
For I am never the best at expressing it.
Perhaps, sometimes
You might feel like
I am here yet invisible
I am near yet very far
I am approachable yet so distant
I acknowledge yet I forget
I care yet am negligent.
I am sorry
If I ever made you feel this way
Just so you know
It has never been this way.
Indeed
You are always in my mind
Lingering through my dreams
Stuck like that one playlist I put on loop
I will be neither bored nor tired
Let it be on repeat a thousand times
I don’t mind
It matters to me
Similar to you,
You matter too, the most.
Yet hey, it’s me again,
I am never the master at expressing love.
What if I change?
What if I could do better?
Will it alter the present?
Will my tomorrow be in the absence of sorrow?
Or verily
Am I too late?
Just like before,
Like I always do.
To the ones I have loved and always will,
I am sincerely sorry for
The birthdays I missed
The precious moments I blinked
The hard times I’ve been absent
The tardy replies I sent
The opportunities I wasted
The words I did not say.
I hope you will always remember me
As you are never forgotten from my memory
Fade may be, but not vanish
Fate it was, just needed to be recalled and polished.
I hope to be in your prayers
As you are already eternal in mine
Reserving a spot for my affection.
I pray you will get what you deserve,
I pray you will reach what you have been longing for
I pray only the best for you
And I have been praying since day one.
To the ones I have loved and always will,
I love you till Heaven
As it is the place where
We shall meet again
Forever be close
Stay for eternity
Be happily ever after
Because we both know
There is nowhere else better to go
Than in Heaven
With you
And The One.