What is my purpose? What is it all for? I couldn’t rid myself of the questions that were gushing through my mind. What if pain exists without purpose? What if the only reason we desire happiness as much as we do is because it’s unattainable? How could I regain control over my life if I couldn’t even control my thoughts?
I’m just an ordinary human being trying to figure life out but if you stumble upon this, I write this hoping to find solidarity in solitude and company in building our realities.

Beep.. Beep.. Beep  Seven AM was displayed on my alarm clock.   I felt so unmotivated to wake up for classes. I looked at my

Back in 2022, I went back to Malaysia to visit my family. It had been two years and a lot of things felt foreign 一